Im just disappointed. I am disappointed in me. I am disappointed in everyone around me. Things look so different from this window. I had no window and was happy and thought everyone was so great and so interested. But they´re not. And it disappoints me. It just breaks my heart. The heart is in the right place but it is not enough. All has to be in its right place. But it isn't. Crap. I should have stayed in my unwindowed place.